Sea of pain

My pain isn't something small
That I can just set down
Its much more a roiling sea
In which I'll likely drown

Because I'm too tired to hold on
But too stubborn to let go
And you're the only hope in sight
And you said you'd be my Savior

Then love me to the surface
Adore me till I float
Abide with me while I paddle
The long way to your boat

Throw me a line of compassion
Pull me in before I sink
Inflate my lungs with words of hope
Give my mind with new thoughts to think

I feel the tide, its ebb and flow
I know it means me harm
So wrap me in the safety of
Your ever loving arms